A preview of the Easter Outfit and my Pity Party

I tried to take some pics of Boston in his Easter outfit today b/c I know we will be so rushed on Sunday to get to church and busy seeing family. However, he wasn't cooperating very well today. I absolutely adore this outfit, he looks like a little golfer. It cracks me up! Hopefully we will get some good photos on Sunday. I'm really hoping for a family photo of us 3 b/c the only one we have is of us in the hospital and it looks like me and Kyle both went through labor! haha

I'm just procrastinating all of the things that I need to do before going back to work. I need to clean out the hall closet, take some clothes to consignment, go shopping for some transition clothes for work and the list just keeps going on and on. All I want to do is sit here and hold Boston b/c I know I won't be able to much longer. I know, I know, there are many working moms out there who leave their babies everyday, I'm just throwing myself a pity party i guess. I can't help but imagine him screaming his head off in the crib b/c the teacher is too busy with the other five 0-6 month olds. I cannot imagine having 6 infants to take care of at the same time! I just feel terrible that he will have to be there on most days for 9.5 hours! I don't get to leave work until 5:30 so he will probably be the last one to be picked up too. When Kyle is in town he will be able to pick him up early and I have 1/2 days on Fridays which helps some.
My time with him will be so limited, I will get home around 6:30 and we start his bedtime routine around 9-9:30. I'm already stressed about work in general b/c I know they have been so busy and there are at least 3 school projects that need selections right away on top of any other projects that we have gotten since i have been gone.

I started yesterday slowly getting back in to Weight Watchers. I was on WW when I got pregnant and had lost 10lbs so now I'm trying it again. My goal this time is 18lbs. I have 8 pregnancy pounds to go plus I would like to lose a bit more. This time I am doing it on my own without the meetings which seemed to be my accountability and encouragement. So we'll see how I do. Writing down everything you eat really makes a difference! I'm not putting too much pressure on myself yet. I actually struggled to get all of my points in yesterday b/c I have so many more since I am breastfeeding. I'm still unsure how I am going to fit in any kind of exercise into my schedule.