he looks so sad! notice the finger? he does that a lot!
Proud Daddy!
Today was NOT a fun day! I got up at 5am to feed Boston, then get ready for work. We left the house at 7am thinking I had plenty of time to get to daycare and then to work by 8-8:15. Well i didn't even get to daycare until 8:00 b/c of traffic! So I guess i need to leave earlier! Both Boston and I were crying when I left him there. I cried all the way to work and then some when i got there. However, I had to dig my way back to my desk and check my 400 some odd emails kept me busy most of the morning. I went to check on him at lunch and he was napping. The teacher had changed his clothes b/c he had thrown up on them. He never spits or throws up! Maybe it was just the different atmosphere, who knows...After lunch I had a lovely carpet fiasco to try and take care of so that kept me busy. Which still isn't taken care of by the way. (stinkin contractors, ugh!)
I left work at 3:30 today b/c I couldn't stand being away from him any longer. I feel like part of me is missing, it just doesn't feel right. I can't think straight and my mind has bounced all over the place today. I have also been getting major headaches everyday!
All in all he did good for his first day and I did better than I thought I would. I am just going to have to work my way into being away from him for 9.5 hours a day. Tomorrow I am working until noon then meeting my friend Heather at her new photography studio! I am so glad she finally got a place and I am going to help her with the interiors in exchange for some prints of Boston. We go tomorrow for his 2 month check-up and to get shots. I bet he wont be in a good mood tomorrow night :(






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I bet it would be so hard to leave him! I love that lil outfit he has on!! He will do fine with his shots, just make sure to give him a little childrens tylenol!
ya know, now that I think about it, Graham started spitting up when he started daycare. hmmmm...hope today goes a lot better for you guys!
I hate to tell you that I know exactly how you feel, b/c it isn't much comfort, but I do. I cried just about everyday on the way to/from work. I'd love to say it gets better, but it didn't for me, so I quit! I seriously was "depressed" and didn't realize it so much right then, so just know that your body is still sorting through all those hormones and you may feel like this for a year! I'll be praying that you get more of a peace about it. As far as spitting up goes, it could be that they fed him faster or more than normal. Or sometimes its just an age thing...you never know?
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