Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Letting Go...and Thank You!

I just want to say thank you for the sweet comments and prayers about my post yesterday!  I realize my problems are nothing compared to what some are going through right now and I feel silly for even complaining about it! I am truly so blessed to have a healthy family, stable job, working car and a roof over our head!
With that being said, I just need to "let go and let God" do His work.  Since becoming a mother, i find it so hard to let go.  I have become a control freak in ways I never imagined.  I need to remember that God has a plan for our family and no matter what I do (or don't do) His plan is perfect.  He will watch over Boston when I'm not there.  I think this may be one of the reasons why I haven't been away from Boston overnight yet.  It is the control freak coming out of me, worrying something will happen and I won't be there or will be unable to get to him. 
Anyways I am working on it.  Becoming a better mother/wife/friend, etc.  I have to stop thinking negatively and start putting my faith to God again.

On a more positive note, look for changes to come to the blog very soon! I'm excited about the new look it will be getting!

I just can't get enough of this precious little boy!

2 comments:

jenn said...

it is hard to let go..i stuggle daily and i too am trying to work thru this..i forget often it's his plan not mine and I need to just give to our GOD...thinking of you!!!

Amanda said...

I am looking forward to getting some Court time in this weekend. Maybe we can solve the worlds problems over wine and yummy food. Love you. Keep your head up ;-)