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My little man;
You are now 10 days old and I am continually amazed everyday at you! I just wanted to blog about how I am feeling right now in hopes that someday you will read this and know just how much I love you! (I am sorry, but I am hormonal)
I never thought I could love something so much! I cannot imagine life without you now. I am so overcome with emotions everyday. All of the dirty diapers and sleepless nights are so worth it! I just cry when I look at you sleeping sometimes. I want you to know that you are so loved by mommy and daddy and we are so excited and proud to have you in our lives. I still cannot believe how blessed we are that God gave you to us. I thank Him everyday for you. I want to be able to protect you and keep you safe from this crazy world that we live in. My goal is to be the best Christian mother possible to you. You make me want to be a better person and example for you to follow. It is hard to believe that something as special as you came out of me! I am so thankful for your daddy, he loves you very much. I have never known a father/child relationship and I am so glad that you have him in your life. I look forward to watching your relationship grow.
It saddens me to think that I have to go back to work and leave you in someone else's care in just a few short weeks. I dread that day everyday. I don't want to miss any part of you growing up. Just know that just because I do have to work doesn't mean that I don't want to be with you every minute of every day. I can guarantee that I will be thinking of you that much!
Just know that I love you more than you will ever know and I promise to be the best mommy I can be to you my little man.
Love
Mommy
This song makes me think of you....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QWaqB3Hy908
Friday, February 20, 2009
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2 comments:
that was absolutely so sweet, Court! As I was reading your post, I could feel all of the same emotions that you are feeling now. and it only gets deeper and better and more amazing! I still tear up every time Graham laughs or smiles. I am so happy for you guys! I know I probably say that with every post, but I really am! Motherhood is pretty natural now, huh? all of that worrying and anxiety only for it all to just fall into place!
I have always said they are the best thing I have ever done. I am so glad you are enjoying motherhood. There is nothing like it! Love you~
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